man I dated, now im with.... the "original" boyfriend....see Ive had this boyfriend for four years, after the first year I broke with him and found a new boyfriend...that lasted only for 6 months...well now im with the long term boyfriend and I will be with him forever.

I just cant wear the perfume because it reminds me of "that point" in my life which is over and how my boyfriend now, had to suffer from waiting till I would be back with him. He desperately loves me

So heres the problem:

I have a little brother who is SOO SOO sweet, and he knew I used to "love" this perfume from RALPH LAUREN called BLUE and yeah it smells good but you know the saying how nothing takes you "back in time" like the scent of something?? Well we have a connection here. I feel so bad I havent used the perfume. Ive had it for months and its still never been put on my body...

1. should I tell him WHY I havent used it?? He's been over and probably wonders why it still looks new...or

2. Should I squirt 30 squirts into the toilet??? to make it look used??? He cant take it back because its been used by my friends...

and no I cant give it to you ;]
and I dont want to sell it on ebay ;]

thanks!!!